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hi

I think I should clarify that I am not boymodding or some shit on my main on the internet of all places. I just act like as I naturally would on there. I think my following there assumes I am female or of an ambiguous gender. I am just not going to say "I am a transfem" on there.

Anyway, today has been quite low energy and by that I mean I mainly just laid in bed for several hours. There has just been a lot I had to deal with for the past few days.

I absolutely despise the [program] at [college] college. They don't anything bad in pratice, but every time I go there or get in touch, the people there unintentionally always find some way to piss me off or make things more complicated. Today has been one of those few exceptions. The person I had a meeting with was nice about why I was there and helped out (or at least try to) with the academic issue that I had.

Actually, most of my meetings were not bad, I just had bad experiences with them which probably lead to the opinion.

I guess back onto the low energy topic, I proceeded to spend the next few hours not doing anything besides shower because hygiene. Idk why I did that. I was just fine earlier but then I just became tired. Perhaps I should stop being in bed for most of the day. This was thing in my psychology class that I was told not to do yet I do it. I do, like, almost all of my work and casual activities on my bed. I just don't like sitting at my desk.

Perhaps when I have the funds for it, I could invest in ways to make it better for myself. Maybe. Maybe not. I could at least actually use it for a start.

I guess I also was also quite horny which probably was most of why I was there. It helps me feel better about myself for a short time... This probably isn't healthy.

It is starting to get late. I wonder if I will actually be able to be able to rest well tonight. Who knows.

Btw I also set up email. It is (sitename url minus "-" and ".neocities.org")dotsiteatgmaildotcom and it will be used solely for contact. I also have a discord account under luna_v3 but no server like I promised. If there's interest, I might open one, but not right now. These (plus neocities' default rss feed) will be in the about page.