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hi

I am sorry for missing last week! I had quite a bit of work that weekend and ended up not making time to write something here. Anyway,

I have gone full circle (in a way?) in terms of branching into doing more than (insert what I said previously) and now just did the same things as before. Damn, I should keep my word. I guess for some sort of gain from it, watching videos of people who match your identity can help validate it.

Yeah, so despite feeling like I am transfem, there's is still this odd feeling of it being false. There has been be something that I am missing with that, as I am do know that I don't consider myself cis at all. On that note, I do want to start hrt when I can.

Despite what I said earlier, I do still want to do a lot more than just be a dysphoric trans girl who stays alone* in their home solely writing whatever is the current mood for that day. I am not taking in-person classes in the summer term since none exist for the classes I signed up for, so I have been inside almost always for the past few weeks. I do have plans this week to go out for several reasons (although I am debating whether or not to go for one of them), so that will be a start. Worst outcome would probably be not going anywhere at all.

* I do live with family, but considering that I don't really have any meaningful interaction with them unless something is needed/wanted from either side, I might as well be alone.

There isn't much else I can discuss here. Well, other than the fact that I spoke too soon in the last post and had to eat rally's again the next day, but that probably doesn't add too much to this.